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Name: Mary
Gender: Female
Interests: butterflies, eating, reading, singing, playing piano, watching movies, cooking, sleeping, going to the beach, watching stars, watching sunrise and sunset, playing sports, playing with kids, writing, photography
Expertise: um...it's a toss between eating and sleeping
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  alwysgodsgirl
Member Since:
8/18/2003
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| I keep wanting to cry. My eyes have become so red and dry. In the end? It's all in your hands, God. I guess it's time to smile again. | | |
| It shouldn't shock me, but I guess it still does when I find out things that test my faith. When you know too much about a leader, be it pastor, ministry leader, etc., it can sometime screw with your faith. I know they all sin. Sin is sin. But it's not what the sin is or how they sinned, but it is the fact that they don't seem remorseful or even want to repent that gets to me. Being in the medical field, I get so paranoid learning about new diseases thinking I have every single one of them. Shouldn't we fear God more and more as we read the Bible? I don't know. Is my thinking messed up somewhere? At times such as this, I can't look at those people anymore. They've lost my respect. But the more I think about it, I don't really want to be looking at them anyway. Putting my faith on a person will never get me anywhere. Therefore, I have let my annoyance aside. I am letting God do His judgment in His own time. He is righteous. As for me, I'll keep looking towards Him and only Him, the only constant sure thing I can put my trust in. | | |
| So much has happened for me that time just flies by. Thanksgiving weekend was actually very nice for me this year. I needed the extra days off. My dad got me a new camera. It's pretty nice. 10.1 MP with HD quality pictures and 3.5 LCD touchscreen. I haven't used my new camera yet, but it looks nice in the box!
I also took a break from writing my essays and studying to make this banana bread with homegrown bananas. My parents liked it a lot and didn't even realize that I used the bananas they just picked from our garden. Hehe.
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| I was just going through some of my old notebooks recently and I found some of my notes from winter camp 2003. The theme was "Surviving the Spears." I was reading through the notes I took and looking at the handouts and it is just amazing how I could learn something new from what I had learned years ago. I think that's what so amazing about God's Words. No matter how many times you've read them, each time, you will get a different meaning/lesson/understanding. How cool is that? I find that very cool indeed! | | |
| I went out today and came home with an iMac. The screen is pretty huge. One thing I'm wondering is how do I use an apple? Oi.
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